Fuck you, bitch

These few days school has been a total fucktard piece of shit. I’m getting more and more unlucky with things in my life. I feel so screwed up and I seriously don’t mind dying right now. But still, my room is gonna get renovated soon. I don’t wanna die without looking at how nice/ugly my room will look like.

I hate life I hate life I hate life I hate life. Seriously, f my life like fuck only. Nb, why the fuck is god always picking on me? Fuck off you fucking shit guy.

I’m fucking angry with everything the way they are right now. If only I could just go back to sec4. Everything was just damn memorable lah. Now, not only am I drifting further away from my friends, my results are just plunging down the drain like mad only. Seriously, once again, f my life

FML you nb “holy” guy from above. “Thanks” for making my life the way it is right now. I really “appreciate” your efforts. NAHBEH

Anger is one letter short of danger

I think I’m having PMS like now. I feel so irritated and angry for the whole of today. I even skipped my beloved TPN’s lecture because I just couldn’t take it anymore.

Everyone was feel angry. Jolynn, Cheryl, Sansin and maybe Lihua.

Then the bloody Cheryl Mok BOWL Pei, pick a fight with me for nothing only. Shit her. Break her bowl lah! TSK. Cheryl I hate you. Wahahahahahah!

Next week is gonna be a scary&painful + happy + stressful week.

Scary&painful cause I’ll be extracting my wisdom tooth. I have to go down to the dental alone! Even the dentist told me to get my mom or dad to accompany me to make it less scary lah. Damn it. I think I’ll force my mom to go with me. She just don’t understand that going to the dentist alone is like jumping down a cliff without any safety gears.

Happy cause our rooms will be renovated starting next week. It’ll prolly last about 2 to 3 weeks max. Woooo, damn excited. Super looking forward to my bed area and my room extension (convert balcony to part of room) and a walk-in closet. Like shiok only. Hope it looks as good as how it sounds.

Stressful cause the 2 tough subjects will be having quizes on the same day. I just feel like quiting school. Like seriously, it totally sucks big time. But I don’t wanna work either. Sien. Life is just getting more boring each day. And why the only 4 guys in our class are getting more gl as each day passes? -_-” Or is it just me pms-ing?

Sem exam please kindly screw yourself far away from me ):

Gravitation is not responsible for people falling in love

Today, I realise that I have a bruise near my knee, and I don’t even remember knocking into anything at all. It’s damn big and ugly now, after rubbing it.

Today, Corinne told me she has one week quarantine and is sick. I hope she’s doing okay resting her fat chicken backside at home. Let’s hope she can go back to school soon cause school is boring enough. Without her, it just can’t get any worse.

Today, TPN is so cute that I can just stare at him the whole day. He does the cutest thing any middle-aged man can ever do. PIPC just isn’t fun without him.

Today, I kept eating because Poh Lihua tempted Jolynn and me with her irritatingly nice Pola Snacks. She kept saying that it’s healthier choice and has low calories. She even asked me to accompany her eat the Pola Snacks just so that she wouldn’t look like some glutton which I think she still is one.

Today, I kept experiencing headspins and I realise that most of the LTs smell like smelly-cotton-on-feet. I just hate that smell.

Today, I just transferred about 80bucks to 2 different blogshops because I simply can’t stop shopping no matter how hard I try to. I just can’t seem to get everything I want. Where is my black tote bag already? It’s about time I go get one.

Today, I paid attention during PIPC tutorial, for the first time. I came to realise that it actually isn’t as difficult as how we always think it was.

Today, I finally got a new easer to remove the pink easer that I seem to have misplaced. That pink easer have been through thick and thin (O levels period) with me and I lost it.

Today, I decided to become a nice little sister to my brother and bought him sweets from the bookshop.

Today, I also realise that my brother doesn’t like the new flavoured kinder bueno.

Today, I watched Daddy Daycare in the library with Jolynn and Lihua. Lihua, as usual,  fell asleep half way through it.

Today, I officially announce Poh Lihua to be the ultimate cannot-don’t-drop-things-for-even-a-short-10minutes winner. She has the most buttery fingers I have even seen. Super clumsy and BLUR girl.

Today, I blogged about almost everything I did in school. One thing at a time and I realise that I actually did quite a few things.

Today, I am a very fat girl.

Undying desires

Answer True or False

Q: Kissed someone? T
Q: Been arrested? F
Q: Do you like someone? T
Q: Held a snake? F
Q: Been suspended from school? F
Q: Sang karaoke? T
Q: Done something you told yourself you wouldn’t do? T
Q: Laughed until you started crying? F
Q: Caught a snowflake on your tongue? F
Q: Kissed in the rain? F
Q: Sang in the shower? T
Q: Sat on a roof top? F
Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? T
Q: Broken a bone? F
Q: Shaved your head? F
Q: Played a prank on someone? T
Q: Shot a gun? T, water gun
Q: Donated Blood? F

Just be 100% truthful.

LAST PERSON.

1. You hung out with? Corinne?
2. You texted? Corinne
3. You were in a car with? Aunt F
4. Went to the movies with? Cousins & Aunt F
5. Person you went to shop with? Aunt F
6. You talked on the phone? Mom
7. Made you laugh? Choonkiat
8. You hugged? Corinne, super long time ago

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY…

1. Sun or moon? Moon
2. Winter or Fall? Fall
3. Left or Right? Left (:
4. Sunny or rainy? Sunny
5. Where do you live? Bedok
6. Club or pub? Club
7. Are there 1 or 2 people who you can always trust and rely on? Yep
8. Do you want to get married? YESSSSSSSSSS
9. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? Twirl 😀
10. What time is it? 10:36pm
11. Are you afraid of commitment? Kinda depends on what
12. What is your greatest hope/wish? No idea
13. Do you cook? I want to learn to
14. Current mood? Uncomfortable and somehow irritated

IN THE LAST 48 HOURS HAVE YOU…

1. Kissed someone? Nope
2. Sang? Yes
3. Listened to music? Yes
4. Danced? Nope
5. Cried? Yes, while watching Titanic D:
6. Liked someone you can’t? Maybe

22 FIRSTS

1.Who was your first prom date? Didn’t attend prom
2. Who was your first roommate? My brother
3. What alcoholic beverage did you drink when you got drunk the first time? Vodka
5. What was your first car? Don’t own a car
6. When did you go to your first funeral and viewing? Never attended a funeral before
8. Who was your first grade teacher? Ms Teo? Can’t remember
9. Where did you go on your first ride on an airplane? Too young to remember
10. When you snuck out of your house for the first time, who was it with? Good girls like me don’t sneak out of house
11. Who was your first Best Friend? Vanessa Tay
12. Who is your best friend? Vanessa & Corinne? hahahahaha
13. Where was your first sleepover? My place
14. Who is the first person you call when you have a bad day? Everyday is a bad day as long as there’s school
15. Who’s wedding were you in the first time you were a Bridesmaid or groomsmaid? Never been a bridesmaid before
16. What’s the first thing you did when you got up this morning? Answer my phone then went back to sleep for another 15mins
17. First tattoo or piercing? Ear piercing. Navel piercing next! wooohoooo
18. First celebrity crush? Jae Hee. But there’s the past
19. First crush? Can’t remember

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Skipped school today because I was supposed to remove the gum on my wisdom tooth. But the dentist said that it was just a short term solution and the gum may just grow back. So in the end, I went all the way to Tanjong Pagar for nothing. Made another dental appointment to remove my wisdom tooth next Tuesday. OSP will be sad that I will be skipping his tutorial again.

I hate school so much now. How am I suppose to survive for the next 2years+?

FML

Shine like the brightest star in the sky

Mommy! I miss you already! Faster come back. I know I always very rude to you and stuff. But I lub you lah! I just don’t show it. Faster stop gambling with daddy and come home now! TSK

I broke my armpit. I officially have 2 broken armpits. Yay to me

Remember the time

If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feel of your heart beating with mine…
Knowing that I could never find that feeling
with anyone other than you.

– Courtney Kuchta –

Mesmerized

I’m totally dying because of you. If only you knew..

Corinne, our drool smells like freshly baked souffles.

Better in time

Heyloooooooooooooooooooooo! Nyahahahahahha.

I love Ong Choon Kiat.

I love miaomiao too. Although I have no idea who/what miaomiao is.

Yay. Happy and hungry girl!