Sunshine before the rain

I should freaking stop getting distracted so goddamn easily man! I can barely stay concentrated on my studies for more than 20minutes. This is real pathetic considering there’s term test tomorrow and I haven’t started my revision on any of the subjects. Well done Stephanie -.-

Anyway, yesterday was like the best day of the week! I went shopping with Vanessa in Town before more shopping with my family at Vivo. I spent like nearly 400bucks! It could have been more if they allowed me to buy the freaking Topshop hot pink shoes! It was like the shoes that I’ve been searching for and there they were. So near yet so far. I think I will go and get it by myself some time soon. The temptation is just killing me. My buttocks are just falling apart because I can’t get the shoes. And curse the saleslady in Mango! I asked for a vest and she went to show me a shirt and a sag stripe top. Wth is wrong with her? And she was supposed to call me to tell me whether other outlet has the vest, but apparently, until now she has not called me. Retarded piece of swine meat much!

Someone please let me cheat on the HAP paper tomorrow. Hehehehe. Bio is such a draggy subject and to think it used to be my second best and favourite subject. I was such a fool!

I need to shop again! Tsk, hehehe

shakespear in love

Ooh my goodness, why am I forever feeling so tired? I’m seriously growing obese lah! Tsk, always eat already then sleep then eat again.

Went Morton with parents, brother, aunt & some kind of family friend. Had beef steak. I think the bill for one person is about 100 over bucks. A place I can never afford to go with any of my friends. Was super tired so I didn’t talk much. Anyway they were talking about stocks and shit lol!

Anywayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy, happy birthday Cheryl Mok Wan Pei. Hope you had an enjoyable day today and pretty much for the rest of your life.

So excited about tmr! I know I should be staying at home to mug for the term tests which is like next week.. But, I can’t resist the temptation of shopping lah! I shall do ultra mega last minute mugging tmr night and on Sunday.

Side note, I’m feeling abit better compared to the past few days. Yesterday was like the worst! I couldn’t stop having this urge to inflict pain onto my body, which resulted me in biting myself non stop. I even made Jolynn bit me. And I almost cried out loud in the LT which is freaking embarrassing so I kinda controlled and shit and in the end, I fell asleep! Which is kinda a good thing cause I wouldn’t be emo-ing!

Goodnight people! I’m gonna go and die on my bed now. Oh, and I hate China wind dude. He so freaking embarrassed me in front of almost the entire world ytd. Screw his dick head man

Cat and mouse

What have I done to be ignored? I have no idea why I’m so disturbed by this. I hate the feeling of knowing that you’ve been ignored and you totally have no clue why. This has been bothering me for days. I guess this is partly the reason why I’ve been feeling so shitty. If it was your intension of torturing me, well done, you’ve done it..

Dead and gone

I’m seriously dying soon. Everything is just getting so boring.

And apparently, someone is ignoring me.. Nice

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It feels as though no one will be there to catch me when I fall. What happen to everyone? Where did everyone go? )’:

Rewind

I feel so . . . I can’t even define how I feel! There’s just too many things going on inside me. Too many that I feel as though I’m just going to explode.

What’s up with all those screwed up shit! I think I’m losing the ability to even express how I feel anymore. Who to turn to when I don’t even know how I feel and what’s troubling me. Swine lah! Because of this, I’m getting more and more irritated! I can feel so pissed off for nothing and at nothing! Like seriously, what the crabstickbananapie is going on with me?!

I guess I’m just sick and tired of life. Poly life is seriously killing me in a slow and yet, effective way. I feel so drained and stressed because apparently, I’m not cooping well with any of the subjects and term tests is just next week. Just screw everything! Every single shit lah! I’m seriously having some fucked up mental breakdown now. Like seriously, if only I could just kill someone and bring them back to life when I feel like it. If so, I guess pretty much everybody is dead now.

Oh, and I should seriously stop swearing. Side note: Kinder Joy is the sex! I’ll love whoever to bits if they buy me at least 2 Kinder Joy a day. One is so not enough please!

Just for fun

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This is so mother fuckingly wrong and difficult! What the fuck lah!

Saw this on LiHua’s blog and I shall do it because I have nothing better to do! (;

ABC About You Questions:
A – AVAILABLE: Depends on who
B – BIRTHDAY: 16 June
C – CRUSHING ON: Hopefully no one
D – DRINK YOU LAST HAD: Iced water
E – EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: Depends on my mood and what I’m talking about
F – FAVORITE SONG: Plenty
G – GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS: Both!
H – HOMETOWN: Singapore, Bedok
I – IN LOVE WITH: Everything, anything, everyone
J – JUGGLE: Clowns’ job
K – KILLED SOMEONE: In my mind
L – LONGEST CAR RIDE: To some place in Taiwan. Car sick
M- MILKSHAKE FLAVOR: Depends on my mood
N – NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: 1
O – ONE WISH: To become so rich, that my pinky alone crushes you
P – PERSON YOU CALLED LAST: Vanessa
R- REASON TO SMILE: Everything
S – SONG YOU LAST HEARD: Bom Boom Pow by Black eyed peas
T – TIME YOU WOKE UP: Around 1pm
U – UNDERWEAR COLOR/PATTERN: Plain blue! Wanna see? ;x
V – VEGETABLE(S): Most of them
W – WORST HABIT: Too straight forward, I guess? );
X – X-RAYS YOU’VE HAD: Two
Y – YOYOS ARE: Funny
Z – ZODIAC SIGN: Gemini

Random Questions About You:
Spell your name without vowels: Stphn
What color do you wear most?: White! Favourite colour
Least favorite color?: Depends on my mood
What are you listening to?: Hehehe! ;x
Are you happy with your life right now?: Yeah, I guess. A few complains, but who don’t?
What is your favorite class in school?: None
When do you start back at school/college?: Tomorrow! ); and (;
Are you outgoing?: I guess so
Favorite pair of shoes?: Don’t have any. Believe it or not, I prefer to be bare footed
Where do you wish you were right now?: Beside … ;o

THE CANS:
Can you dance?: Nop, hahaha!
Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth?: Have never tried it. Shall do it next time
Can you whistle?: Yes, isn’t it like the most basic thing to be able to do?
Write with both hands?: Yeah, but ugly with my right hand
Walk with your toes curled?: Yeah

THE DO’S:
Do you believe there is life on other planets?: Probably
Do you believe in miracles?: Kind of
Do you believe in magic?: Yes
Love at first sight?: Yes
Do you believe in Satan?: Nope
Do you believe in Santa?: Nope, because I don’t have a chimney
Do you know how to swim?: Yeah, but hate to
Do you like roller coasters? YES!! ;D
Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows?: Nope.

THE HAVES:
Have you ever been on a plane?: Quite a number of times
Have you ever asked someone out?: Nope
Have you ever been asked out by someone?: Yeah
Have you ever been to the ocean?: Nope, terrified of it
Have you ever painted your nails?: Obviously!

THE WHATS:
What is the temperature outside?: Asked the weatherman
What radio station do you listen to? I don’t
What was the last restaurant you ate at?: Kfc with Corinne
What was the last thing you bought?: YanYan!
What was the last thing on TV you watched?: Chinese drama

THE WHOS:
Who was the last person you IM’d?: IM’d??
Who was the last person you took a picture of?: Can’t remember
Who was the last person you said I love you to?: BomBom. HAHAHAHA!

CRYING SECTION:
Ever really cried your heart out?: Yes
Ever cried yourself to sleep?:Yes );

Ever cried on your friend’s shoulder?: Yes
Ever cried over the opposite sex?: Yes
Do you cry when you get an injury?: Yes
Do certain songs make you cry?: Yes when they remind me of some things

HAPPY SECTION.
Are you a happy person?: Yeah!
What can make you happy? Everything especially eating
Do you wish you were happier?: Yeah, then I’ll really die of happiness
Can music make you happy?: Depends on what music

LOVE SECTION.
How many times have you had your heart broken?: A few, countable
Have you ever loved someone so much that you’d die for them?: Yeah, kind of.

LOOK AT ME.
What is your current hair color?: Black.
Current piercings?: 5. If only I could get a tongue and belly piercing. That’ll be so cool
Have any tattoos?: Probably in the future
Eye color?: Black?

IN A BOY/GIRL:
Favorite eye color: Any I guess
Short or long hair: Short!
Height: At least taller than me by a head
Best clothing: Able to catch my attention?

HAVE YOU EVER
Been to jail: Nope and never wish to
Mooned someone: Yeah! ); But in a drunken state
Laughed so hard you cried: Nope, only super bad stomach cramps
Cried in school: Yes
Thrown up in a store: No, never want to
Done something really stupid that you still laugh at today: Yeah
Gone skinny dipping: Nope

THIS OR THAT
Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi!
McDonald’s or Burger King: Burger Kind
Single or Group Dates: Both is fine
Chocolate or Vanilla: Both
Strawberries or Blueberries: Both
Meat or Veggies: Both but more to the meat ;D
TV or Movie: Both
Guitar or Drums?: Both! Electric guitar! whooo
Adidas or Nike: None
Chinese or Mexican: Chinese
Cheerios or Corn Flakes : Honeystar
Cake or Pie: Both
MTV or VH1: Cartoons!

Star light, star bright

This feeling is so wrong! And I hope I’m wrong about it.. If only the feeling could stop haunting me.

Ugh, go away please! );

Kill the lights

I’ve been attacked by a witch just now at my cousin’s bbq to celebrate her birthday!

Side effects: A long red scratch line and ultra dry eyes.

I’m dying! Call YanYan’s hotline and order me some milk vanilla yanyan to save me. Oh, I also need some fats exterminator!

Why am I talking nonsense in the middle of the night?!

PEASSSSSSSSS

BOM BOOM POW BY BLACK EYED PEAS ARE PROLLY THE BEST SONG EVER! HAHAHAHAHAH! OKAY, ACTUALLY THERE’S LIKE LOTSA NICE SONGS EVER! HEART BREAKER ISH LUBZXZ, LOLLIPOP IS SO DAMN NICE, ME&YOU IS TOTALLY IN, KILL THE LIGHTS DAMN HOT, BARBIE GIRL IS MAHAHAHA, BUMBLEE BEES IS FAGGING SEXY. LASTLY, TOUCH MY BODY IS FUCKING SEDUCTIVE SONG!

I’M DAMN HIGH NOW BECAUSE OF EVERYTHING! TOMORROW MY VANESSA LUBLUB ISH COMING TO FIND ME AND THEN WE GONNA DO LOTSA STUFF THAT LESBIANS DO! HAHAHAHAHAHA. AND AND AND, ACTUALLY I DON’T KNOW AND WHAT. OKAY I SHALL END MY CAPSIE POST END!

SHAUN COMES FROM HIS NOSE! PEACEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

love like this

I’m craving for YanYan Vanilla right now!! Do they do deliveries?! Tsk );